while he avoided looking at me. “Beware of me! I am a student. And this ought to tell you much. Beware not only of me but of all students. especially of those who are your friends. They can hurt you much more because you cannot perceive behind the mask each of us wears the vast abyss that now separates us from what we were not too long ago or what we wanted to be. ”
One of those “unmasked”. who put me on
Guard against himself as well as against others like him or possibly worse. But for him to have done this. there must have yet existed in his soul a vestige of dignity and courage. Did he succeed in his comeback? Did he escape the catastrophe without a definitive mutilation? This was a puzzle which I was only later to unravel.
“Why do you warn me? I have nothing phone number list to hide. I serve a sentence for the attitude I adopted against the regime. What importance may details have? And why do you sound a warning even against yourself?”
If the ‘unmaskings’ are going
to be repeated. I will not be able to keep quiet upon questioning. and I am afraid that you would talk before I do. An unconfessed detail can cost one his life. For by now we have been brought to the point of fearing for our lives. We have become more cowardly than you can imagine. ”
I was afraid to pursue the discussion any further. trap set for me into which I might let myself fall. the more easily deceived by his frankness? I let the passing of time bring the facts to light. But with this student I made friends rather quickly. Shortly spending all your time and energy directly on your email marketing afterwards the ice thawed completely. opening up an exchange of communications without reservation. It was from him that I obtained the first elements of an explanation. For he was. in spite of his youth. a thinker possessing a rare power of analysis.
What happened there at Pitesti could
Described in simple terms. In this. as in many other instances. language is inadequate to express all we want to say. For this reason we often have the impression that something is missing from the whole story. This void can be filled only by the voice of our own soul as we try to live in our imagination what others have lived through in reality.
It is a profound drama touching the most delicate fibers of the human spirit. having origins that transcend the material manifestations virgin islands mobile data of the everyday conflict. Little by little this drama became my overwhelming preoccupation. During the three years I remained in prison and for two more after my release. until 1959. my preoccupation was to penetrate as deeply as possible into the secrets of this phenomenon in order to comprehend it. Investigating discreetly.